I dreamt of him last night. And yeah, I miss him. Though I’m happy for him for his new love, there’s just a part of me that keeps on holding on. Ang tanga ko lang din naman e. Panay stalk pa din ako. Ayan nasasaktan pa din kahit papano.

In my dream, nagpm ka daw sa ken sa fb. Tpos ayon nagkamustahan and nagkta daw tyo. So I asked kng kmsta cla nung bago nyang love kung seryoso sya and all. The good news is, nung una lng daw sya seryoso. And there’s a part of him na he wants me back. O dba, parang dream come true tlga. Then after namin mag usap, nagpunta pa kme sa bahay nila to meet his family. Grabe ang saya na e. The sad part is, everything was just a dream :’(

Nung nagising ako, binuksan ko agad ung laptop ko. Sabi ko, gsto ko to itweet. Not the details of the dream but the fact na I MISS HIM. Pero ewan ko, biglang nagbago isip ko. Sa tumblr na lang. Para ma-blog ko. And eto na nga.

Yeah I know it’s been months pero ewan ko. Bat ganon. Sobrang confused pa din ako. Feeling ko I’m still not ready to fall inlove again. Can’t even open my heart to that guy I really like. WHHHHYYYYYYYYYYY. I don’t want to end up the year sad. But I’m 200% sure na God has plans for me.

These days, I find myself learning how to play the piano. I’m really trying to play Someone Like You by Adele. Tapos I’ll be making a cover pag natapos ko sya. Hopefully, matapos ko this sembreak, just to sing my heart out. That’s all for now.

-K